Ni ella ni yo pensamos disculparnos por nuestras palabras. No se disculpa el sol aunque queme ni la luna aunque en ocasiones aterre. Yo amo, todo aquello que pueda ser amable, y como me rehúso a esconderme, he aquí mi escape.

31 ene 2014

If I die young - The Band Perry


If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song,
Uh oh, Uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors
Oh, and, life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life
Oh Well, I've had just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life
Oh Well, I've had just enough time

And I'll be wearing white when I come into your kingdom
As green as the ring on my little cold finger
I've never known the loving of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand

There's a boy here in town, says he'll love me forever
Who would have thought forever could be severed by
The sharp knife of a short life
Oh Well, I've had just enough time
So put on your best, boys and I'll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I've been singing
Funny, when you're dead how people start listen'n
If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The ballad of a dove
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save them for a time when you're really gonna need them,
The sharp knife of a short life
Well, I've had just enough time
So put on your best boys
And I'll wear my pearls

If I die young - The Band Perry

Somebody that I used to know - Gotye

Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end, always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believing it was always something that I'd done
But I don't wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
And you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Somebody
(I used to know)
Somebody
(Now you're just somebody that I used to know)

(I used to know)
(That I used to know)
(I used to know)
Somebody


Somebody that I used to know - Gotye

There are worse things I could - Grease

There are worse things I could do than go with a boy or two,
Even though the neighborhood thinks I'm trashy and no good,
I suppose it could be true but there are worse things I could do.

I could flirt with all the guys smile at them and bat my eyes,
Press against them when we dance, make them think they stand a chance,
Then refuse to see it through that's a thing I'd never do.

I could stay home every night wait around for Mr.Right
Take cold showers everyday and throw my life away
On a dream that won't come true.

I could hurt someone like me, out of spite or jealousy,
I don't steal and I don't lie but I can feel and I can cry,
A fact I'll bet you never knew but to cry in front of you,
That's the worst thing I could do.


There are worse things I could - Grease
Quiero reír, pero si me echo a reír se me saltan las lágrimas.
¿Por qué?
No sé.
Mi risa es por ti, sin embargo.
Me río por la casualidad tan planeada.
Me río porque con todo y saber, sigo perdiendo.
Me echaré a reír, y culparé a la alergia de las lágrimas.

30 ene 2014

Vi por ahí que la piel es de quien la eriza. Pero mi piel no es tuya, nada de mi es tuyo, excepto mis abrazos, porque nada de ti es mio, ni siquiera tus abrazos.

Si dices que me llamarás, yo me quedaré esperando. Quizá tú también. Quizá es tu venganza.

Yo espero que llames, pero ya que posiblemente no lo hagas.

Abrazos

Se llama abrazo.
A-B-R-A-Z-O.
Para efectos prácticos es


¿No es curioso?
Se trata de algo tan simple, tan sencillo. No hay una gran ciencia en ello. Los niños pequeños saben dar un abrazo. De hecho, los suyos suelen ser los más puros, los más desinteresados. Son hermosos, though. Están llenos de la inocencia y la magia que se va perdiendo conforme crecemos.
Un abrazo es eso, ¿no? Un simple movimiento de los brazos para rodear a alguien, generalmente muestra de cariño o afecto, aunque también los hay insensibles y por compromiso. ¿Entonces qué tienen los abrazos que en ocasiones nos causan semejante conmoción?
Yo le he abrazado antes, muchas veces, no miles, pero si muchas. Yo he estado en sus brazos mas tiempo del habitual y mucho más del socialmente correcto. Y nunca es igual. Nunca es lo mismo. Sus brazos no son como los de otra persona que conozca. No son como los de alguien más que haya visto. No son como otros que haya sentido.
¿Has visto cuando tu corazón se acelera sin saber por qué? ¿Cuando se quiere salir del pecho y no puedes ni respirar bien? ¿Con una persona especifica?
Bueno, es algo como eso.
Pensar en él, en sus abrazos, más bien, tiene un efecto similar. Como quien se toma una bebida energizante, las cuales tengo prohibidas, o como cuando ves a un amor por primera vez. No es un amor, claro, seria mi mayor error, y mi mejor idea a la vez. Es así con él. No es ni lo uno ni lo otro sino todo al tiempo. No hay nadie mejor, ninguna mejor opción, pero no es la mejor elección, no es fácil ni sobrevivible. Sin embargo eso no significa que me deba quedar sin abrazos, ¿no?
Hay algo en él que es, cuando menos, peculiar. Sus abrazos me calman. Por muy nervioso o acelerado que esté mi corazón ante el solo pensamiento de su cercanía, el estar en sus brazos tiene el efecto contrario. Me calma, me tranquiliza. Me hace sentir en paz, y eso no es algo que sienta a menudo. En sus brazos he podido decir que no quiero moverme.
El contacto físico no me es muy grato. Todo eso de los besos y abrazos al saludar, para mi no son muy agradables ni surgen naturalmente, suelen ser espontáneos sólo cuando la persona me agrada o siento especial cariño. El resto del tiempo suelo evitarlo. El calor es una excusa excelente para no saludar de beso a alguien. Y sin embargo con él, por muy caliente que esté el día, no es saludo si no lo abrazo con todas mis fuerzas. Uno de esos abrazos que generalmente le das a la persona que amas, ese es el tipo de abrazos que comparto con el.
Y no pasa nada más, no es más que un abrazo que significa mucho y nada, porque luego él se va o yo me voy, pero ambos con una sonrisa. Y a nadie más le incumbe.
No me acostumbro, sin embargo, a eso de querer sus abrazos. A eso de rastrearlo nerviosamente para luego calmarme cuando me abraza. Es un riesgo, porque si se me sale de las manos y me involucro más allá de lo acordado, la que sale herida soy yo. Pero es un riesgo que puedo evitar, puedo manejarlo (Creo). Mientras tanto, ¿por qué no aprovechar el tener a alguien que me haga sentir tan bien?
Cosa curiosa los abrazos.
A-B-R-A-Z-O.
Sus brazos.
Mis brazos.
Su cuello.
Mi cintura.
Su rostro.
Mi cuello.
Su aliento.
Mi aliento.
Sus latidos.
Mis latidos.
Un suspiro doble.
Una profunda inhalación.
Un aflojar para luego regresar al nudo.
Un gesto indispensable para decir hola.
Un gesto obligatorio y necesario para decir adiós.
Un gesto que le dice todo lo que yo no.
Un gesto que me dice todo lo que él no.
Un simple hábito al que nunca me acostumbraré.
Un riesgo que ambos corremos, o eso dice él.
Un abrazo.
El mejor abrazo que me pueden dar.
Su abrazo.

A desvestirse

Hablamos de ponerse ropa encima.
De ponerse una sonrisa encima y contarle a todos lo feliz que es el día.
Hablamos de lo bueno que es ser tú y de lo feliz que te hace sonreír y hablar y estar llena de energía todo el tiempo.
Hablamos de una máscara preciosa, llena de luz y tranquilidad.
De colocarse el disfraz que te hará ver lo buena que es la vida.
Hablamos de jugar con la vitalidad y las cosas que te rodean, hablamos de permitirle a todos pensar lo feliz que eres.
De pretender que nada va mal.
Hablamos de ser natural, de ser tú, incluso aunque no te sientes como tú.
De intentar por todos los medios recordar cómo eres cuando sonríes, cómo eres cuando todo va bien, cómo eres cuando las cosas te gustan.
Hablamos de volver a empezar, de redescubrirte.
Hablamos de encontrarte nuevamente.
Y alguien dijo que esa puede ser la mejor o la peor de tus horas.
Hablamos de averiguar si valdrá o no la pena.
Hablamos de desvestirse y volverse a vestir esta vez con aquello que realmente quieres usar.

Desde aquí se ve como soledad.
Desde aquí se siente así.
No exactamente soledad, quizá simplemente falta de interés.
Si, seguro eso.
Desde donde yo estoy se ve como una completa falta de interés y da igual.
Da igual porque ninguno de los dos quiere dar un primer paso, porque ambos pensamos que el otro debería hacerlo. 
¿Y por qué no?
Al fin y al cabo descubrimos que somos tan similares como diferentes.
Al fin y al cabo a ambos nos gusta pero ninguno está interesado en ver qué tan serio va eso.
Es una completa falta de interés. 
Es una simple falta de atención.
Es apenas lo que pasa cuando no te interesa mucho el resultado.
Es lo que pasa cuando no te he visto en un rato.
Es lo que me pasa contigo.

28 ene 2014

Pequeño Desastre Animal - Vetusta Morla

No he buscado a nadie, llevo días buscándome yo
no quiero pensar en Madrid ni en su reloj.
Duermo por las tardes,
por las noches me invento su voz
En las sombras me veo al revés
en los libros me encuentro mejor
Estatua de sal prepara tu salto mortal
No te puedo calmar pequeño desastre animal
Pinto en los espejos personajes de ciencia ficción,
que escapan a su otra mitad sin pedirle permiso a el creador
Y ensucio recuerdos cuando echo la vista hacia atrás,
he mezclado en el mismo cajón mis historias, sus fotos y un plan.
Estatua de sal prepara tu salto mortal
No te puedo esperar pequeño desastre animal
Estatua de sal prepara tu salto mortal
No te puedo esperar pequeño desastre animal
Ee tu de que vas vas , dime si vas a saltar
Hoy no puedo esperar, ven pequeño desastre animal.

Pequeño Desastre Animal - Vetusta Morla

24 ene 2014

Última parte.

(Esto es lo último que me quedó por subir. Todo ha salido de la libreta que llevo siempre conmigo, así que perdónenme las faltas de sentido y los cambios de idea.)


23/01/14

Who was that said it?
You could walk straight through hell with a smile.
Guess what am I doing?
Be whatever you want to be,
I want to be,
I choose to be,
something they can not understand,
something they could not control.
I rather be me than anything they might want me to be.
As simple as that, it's the way I like it.
And it doesn't look at all as I remember it, it doesn't seem so good.
It looks worse that I could've ever thought.
I guess it's just the natural way of things.
Human evolution.
World's destiny.
As if it were so easy or, perhaps, so quick.
As if it didn't mean you would have to sacrifice your pride while you walk into that place.
Sad, you see?
It's pathetic.
I used to feel something, if not love at least some kind of fondness, when I thought about this place.
Now I feel nothing but shame.
I'm terribly ashamed.


---//---

How are you so reliant on luck?
Have you ever gotten something out of luck, more than thin air?
Have you ever seen how luck moves?
It's all so unexpected and unreliable.

---//---

Life can last an eternity,
all the wonders of this world
can be summarized in just one simple story.
Just one image and I'll tell you how can it all be added up to those pieces of a puzzle that's not meant to be solved.
I try, you see, I look for a way for it to make sense.
I don't find one.
My mind's messed up.

---//---

Once upon a time, a long, long, time ago, there was this little love. It was small, really tiny, all naive and good-hearted. There wasn't much to be done about it, it was entirely independant and self suficient. It was a love as they can only be it once in life. But it got lost. One day it forgot all the directions people have ever given to it and got lost. It was a bad time, a really bad one. It had gotten lost in what was once its kingdom. And that wasn't nice. It was a real, full mess.
And as he got lost, so did I.



20/01/14

Would you wait ---* ?
Shut your mouth, no one wants to listen.
They don't want to know, no one cares.
You're on your own.
And that's how you lose it,
how you end up in a lonely place full of memories.
Aren't you capable of keeping your mouth shut?
Cry, scream, but be quiet.
Be as silent as you can, so they can't say you're a wack,
so they don't call you weird,
so they don't stop loving you.

---//---

It'll all be shaken.
It'll all pass.
19/01/14

So fragile that the slightest breeze can make it crumble.

---//--- 

The sky needs to fall.
Needs to be made new.
It's just as necessary as it is for the sun to come out.

---//---

Thinner, 
weaker than a paper sheet.
Don't let it rain.

---//---

We can play hide and seek.
Would you like to?
Would you join me in this endless game?

17/01/14

If they knew you,
had they given you
the smallest,
slightest,
glimpse,
be sure, my dear,
there would be no angels
remaining in heaven,
not even to call it heaven again.
Would be earth, 
would be you,
the new meaning given to paradise,
given to glory,
given to truth.

---//---

¿Cuántos amores se habrán quedado en nada más que espuma de mar?
¿Cuántos 'para siempre?
¿Cuántos sueños?
¿Cuántas almas habrá atrapadas en las rompientes?
Me hacen pensar en ti. 
En tus palabras.
Eras como el mar, indomable, impredecible,
yo observaba el mar,
se me iba el tiempo con ello,
y te juro que me convencía a mi misma
de estarte observando a ti.

08/01/14

What was it?
No bravery, no fate.
Just fear.
Cold, unstoppable, fear.

---//---

It's laughter, 
it's supposed to be natural,
it's supposed to flow like water.
Why is that I can't let it out? 
Why is that I don't remember how to do it?
See, everybody lies. 
They say it should just come out naturally. Does it?
Do you remember last time we laughed like if we were happy?
Can you tell me, if I take your hand and ask you to, if you remember those days laughing and smiling?
And still, it's different from what they say.
And still, they all talk as if they knew, as if the most important thing in the world was that silly talk.
See them, pretending they don't carry around a big bag of regrets.

---//---

15/01/14

Some things need to be drown out,
left to starvation,
some things need to be left to die.

05/01/14

Then it's music.
It plays and beats
as thousands of hearts would.
It cries and sounds and makes it all brand new.

---//---

Having known what was all about, would you have ever let it start?
Would you have changed music for an unknown destiny that doesn't even warm up your heart?
And if so, would you have let it get through your skin?
That's just the easiest part,
the fastest part,
a party of sounds where nothing makes any sense at all.
But it flows, like tides, just a wave carrying you away with its force, with its strenght. 
Let it carry you away.

---//---

06/01/14

See them walking, strangers on a web.
See them asking "would you stay?"
See them running through the maze,
lost to the outside.
See them lost in a world whose language they don't know.
See them going around with nothing but thoughts of rush.
See them smiling while they look around for something to call them out.
See them going aroung to find something to light them up.
See them, they're all different, strangers, they're all souls that can not find a place.
"Would they know?", you wonder, as if it was any of your business. Can't help it. 
See, they do not know but they do not not know. How do you explain the strange phenomenon that gives them an extensive knowledge about everything around but makes them so blind when it comes to themselves?
And their shirts, their books, they all carry deeply inspired phrases to make them feel like they really do search about what's else, and still they don't even read them. 
Oh, they know the letters, they can tell the words, but they can't tell what those words mean in the deepest.
The real truth of those words goes unknown for them.
I ain't good at waiting. Because then I said I didn't want to change. Because if you let me go on about something for a while I'll get lost.
And I'm not exactly tired of being lost, I'm tired of the loneliness it carries.
27/12/13

From whom we came,
and whose life is within us.
From whose will whe move
and whose power we feel.

---//---

And they all aim at the same place,
they all aim at Him, at His day.

---//--- 

So then reflect, 
so then show,
so then tell
the truth of the word.

---//---
29/12/13

And if there's fire still moving 
would you follow its way?

---//---

No illness, no death,
no fears, no fate,
nothing can take the love away.

---//--- 

Once life changes through the fire, 
there's no way back.

27/12/13

Light can also hold darkness,
The moon can also burn with memories,
you can also live without me,
why is it that they all can 
but I can not forget all this?

---//---

They're no wanting for someone to come and save them,
they're looking for someone to feel pity for.

---//---

And light is truth.
and light is sight.

---//---

It is not physical,
it is not the look,
but the essence,
but the truth.

---//---

How come, if truth's the same,
if it all remains,
is that we can not take an aim?

---//---

But then the hearts, 
hardened as rocks,
can't see the truth and the love.

---//---

And from this past times they all keep a track,
but from today who can come and talk?




25/12/13

Walk with the fire,
do not be afraid,
fear not the flames,
that will show/lead your way.

----//---
You stand still,
you stand stagnant,
let yourself rot,
let your heart get damaged.
You must be just like running water, 
just like a flowing river,
just like a source of life.

---//---

And you try and stop the river,
Don't you know that life needs to flow?

---//---

There's no life in those hearts,
they're not moving,
they're just lost and rotten pieces 
of what used to be men.

---//---
 As many pieces as you might have,
as much knowledge as you can ---* (get) (?)
there's just nothing to be done
if the dynamic's not yours.


24/12/13

The lights go out,
and the day ends
and everyone's just regreting
they spent another day as themselves.

---//---

She owns the world.
It's entirely hers.
As f we didn't know
it's all meant to end.

---//---

Then give me a little love,
a little light of hope,
then give me a hint
to light this world.

---//---

Still nobody knows
how deeply I see in your eyes and dream
about a distant time.
18/12/13

And you ask for proves,
you ask for evidence,
don't you have enough
with being able to ask yourself?

---//---

Now you see 
how great
is great.

---//---
It's not what you want,
It's not as you please,
there's a way for everything,
there's a plan for things.

---//---

I'm there
I stand
I endure
now
and 
forever.

---//---

You are.

---//---

Say you're here,
say you remain,
say my name,
show me a way.

---//---

Yet knowledge,
yet science, 
mean nothing
without that experience.

---//---

Need to awake,
need to move,
shake the numbness 
from this ---

---//---

It burns,
it's real, 
there's no stopping
no army needed.

---//---

Just say it,
that's enough,
say the words,
He'll do the job.

---//---

Endless life,
endless hope,
endless love,
held in words.

---//---

You can't be so good or bad that there isn't someone who wants to be like you.

18/12/13

It's no one else you're leaving but me.
It's my heart the one that breaks,
ae my tears the ones that spill out.
It's me who's going to miss you the most,
since I'm the one left alone.

---//---

You gave them mouth,
you're the one who speaks,
any word can't be even thought
if it's not for your will.

---//---

I just need to reach that place,
that moment of nonexistent time,
that place where there's only eternity,
that place of you.

---//---

To that who knows the end from the beginning,
and who put the stars above,
and lit up the sun.

---//---

Greatness is just great until you really see the light.
Until that light of truth comes to lit up your world.

----//----

And I came to free you,
to give you life,
instead of prison.

---//---

You might be a sinner
but that may be just what's needed.



16/12/13

Yes, I'm a sinner.
I ain't no saint.
I have nothing to offer that could be worthy of your time.

---//--- 

You try to,
you want to,
giving into despair
sounds no bad at all.
And you want to,
and you cry to,
and you wish fr someone 
to be on your side, 
to not let you fall,
to keep you for breaking apart.

---//----


16/12/13
Then,
who I am,
who you are,
who we are,
they never seemed to match.
You, me, all the left behind,
we have all stayed in the abyss.
We wait and we fall,
we rise and we stand.
We are what we are,
there's no way back.
There's no changing over once we've left.
See the sky.
It knows.
Heaven above, there's something for us.
We have stayed down here for far too long.
Time is now for us to go back.
Time is now for us to go home.

Empezamos...

(Esta es una serie de 'poesía' que simplemente me venía a la cabeza. Pondré sus fechas sólo porque si, me parece necesario y justo.)

16/12/13

There's no survival,
no ignition.
How can you lit up a fire
that's already meant to die?

------//-----

Hold it
keep it together
as if
in a way
you could
prevent the sky from falling.

----//----

If it's meant to fall,
It'd fall.
If it were meant to endure,
it would.
What is this world meant to?

-----//----

The sky's burning
and you see them fall.
They fall like they'd never belonged
to that place.

Vuelvo.

Lo entiendo, seguro quieren asesinarme por estar tan desaparecida del mapa. 
Aquí me tienen. Regreso. 
No estoy realmente bien y no se puede decir que tenga solucionado todo pero ya no vale la pena pretender que no extraño mandar a volar todas mis palabras.
Me pondré al día con todo lo que no he subido, porque si he escrito, sólo que no he publicado acá, y empezaré con nuevos proyectos.
Pronto vuelvo a clases pero eso no significa mucho, seguiré por acá.
Y bueno, nada. 
Este año quiero leer más, escribir más, trabajar y viajar
Especialmente viajar. 
Esa viajera/aventurera que llevo suprimiendo desde que tengo memoria no quiere quedarse estática por mucho más tiempo. 
Pronto me verán mandarles fotos o comentarles de los sitios que vea. 
Prometido.
En fin, empezaré a subir. 
Cambio y fuera.

14 ene 2014

Te odio.

No sé si alguna vez te he contado cuanto te odio.
Odio tus ojos tristes y apagados, esos que no saben contener las lágrimas.
Odio tus labios dormidos que se quiebran y sangran casi siempre.
Detesto tu boca que no sabe cuando callar.
Odio tu nariz, la forma en que se curva un poco en el puente, apenas de forma perceptible.
Detesto como se congestiona y te impide respirar.
Odio tu cuello, demasiado corto y a la vez no tanto.
Odio tus hombros, la forma en que caen hacia adelante como queriendo esconder tu pecho.
Odio tu pecho, su ausencia, su inexistencia.
Odio tu abdomen.
Odio tu ombligo, donde tantas veces se perdieron los besos.
Odio tu cintura, que no es tan estrecha como quisieras ni tan ancha como parece.
Odio tus caderas, que no definen si son amplias o estrechas pero donde tantas manos traban su descenso.
Odio tus muslos, delgados, flácidos, solitarios.
Detesto tus rodillas, tan juntas, llenas de cicatrices y heridas.
Odio tus pantorrillas, tan separadas y delgadas.
Detesto tus pies, tropezando siempre, cayendo siempre. Sin saber a donde ir.
Odio tu cabello desordenado, como si tuviera voluntad propia.
Odio tus cejas, una más alta que la otra.
Odio tus manos inquietas y torpes.
Odio tus brazos flácidos y delgados.
Odio tus codos que todo lo golpean.
Odio tu espalda que no se deja encontrar.
Te odio y te detesto con todas mis fuerzas.
A ti.
Imagen en el espejo.
Eres demasiadas cosas.
Eres lo único que tengo.
Y entre tantas cosas posibles, tienes que ser tú.
Y te odio.

2 ene 2014

Decirte que quisiera hablar, no importa de qué o cómo, pero hablar contigo.
¿Dirías que está mal o también jugarías a que te importo un poquito?

1 ene 2014

Signal Fire - Snow Patrol

The perfect words never crossed my mind
'Cause there was nothing in there but you
I felt every ounce of me screaming out
But the sound was trapped deep in me

All I've wanted just sped right past me
While I was rooted fast to the earth
I could be stuck here for a thousand years
Without your arms to drag me out

There you are standing right in front of me
There you are standing right in front of me
All this fear falls away to leave me naked
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety

No, I won't wait forever
No, I won't wait forever

In the confusion and the aftermath
You are my signal fire
The only resolution and the only joy
Is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes

There you are standing right in front of me
There you are standing right in front of me
All this fear falls away to leave me naked
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety

There you are standing right in front of me
There you are standing right in front of me
All this fear falls away to leave me naked
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety

No, I won't wait forever
No, I won't wait forever
No, I won't wait forever

Signal Fire - Snow Patrol

Open your eyes - Snow Patrol

All this feels strange and untrue
And I won't waste a minute without you
My bones ache, my skin feels cold
And I'm getting so tired and so old

The anger swells in my guts
And I won't feel these slices and cuts
I want so much to open your eyes
'Cause I need you to look into mine

Tell me that you'll open your eyes [x4]

Get up, get out, get away from these liars
'Cause they don't get your soul or your fire
Take my hand, knot your fingers through mine
And we'll walk from this dark room for the last time

Every minute from this minute now
We can do what we like anywhere
I want so much to open your eyes
'Cause I need you to look into mine

Tell me that you'll open your eyes [x8]

All this feels strange and untrue
And I won't waste a minute without you

Open your eyes - Snow Patrol
Dí que si. Por un rato, dedícate a ello. Después de todo, el dolor dura lo mismo que una canción, la dicha también. ... Ah, el amor dura dos.

Just say yes - Snow Patrol

I'm running out of ways to make you see
I want you to stay here beside me
I won't be okay and I won't pretend I am
So just tell me today and take my hand

Please take my hand
Please take my hand
Please take my hand
Please take my hand

Just say yes
Just say there's nothing holding you back
It's not a test
Nor a trick of the mind, only love

It's so simple and you know it is, you know it is
We can't be to and fro like this all our lives
You're the only way to me, the path is clear
What do I have to say to you for God's sake, dear?

For God's sake, dear
For God's sake, dear
For God's sake, dear
For God's sake, dear

Just say yes
Just say there's nothing holding you back
It's not a test
Nor a trick of the mind, only love

Just say yes
'Cause I'm aching and I know you are too
For the touch
Of your warm skin as I breathe you in

I can feel your heart beat through my shirt
This was all I wanted, all I want

It's all I want
It's all I want
It's all I want
It's all I want

Just say yes
Just say there's nothing holding you back
It's not a test
Nor a trick of the mind, only love

Just say yes
'Cause I'm aching and I know you are too
For the touch
Of your warm skin as I breathe you in

Just say yes - Snow Patrol

It will rain - Bruno Mars

If you ever leave me baby,
Leave some morphine at my door
‘Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don’t have it anymore.

There’s no religion that could save me
No matter how long my knees are on the floor
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I’m makin’
Will keep you by my side
Will keep you from walkin’ out the door.

Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

I’ll never be your mother’s favorite
Your daddy can’t even look me in the eye
Oooh if I was in their shoes, I’d be doing the same thing
Sayin there goes my little girl
Walkin’ with that troublesome guy

But they’re just afraid of something they can’t understand
Oooh well little darlin’ watch me change their minds
Yeah for you I’ll try I’ll try I’ll try I’ll try
I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding
If that’ll make you mine

Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

Don’t just say, goodbye
Don’t just say, goodbye
I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding
If that’ll make it right

Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

It will rain - Bruno Mars

Talking to the moon - Bruno Mars

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I had
You're all I had

At night when the stars light up my room
I sit by myself talking to the moon.
Trying to get to you
In hopes you're on the other side talking to me too.
Or am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moon?

Ohoooo...

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say I've gone mad
Yeah, I've gone mad
But they don't know what I know
Cause when the sun goes down
Someone's talking back
Yeah, they're talking back
Ohhh


At night when the stars light up my room
I sit by myself talking to the moon.
Trying to get to you
In hopes you're on the other side talking to me too.
Or am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moon?

Ahh... Ahh... Ahh...
Do you ever hear me calling?
(Ahh... Ahh... Ahh...)
Oh ohh oh oh ohhh
'Cause every night I'm talking to the moon

Still trying to get to you
In hopes you're on the other side talking to me too
Or am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moon?

Ohoooo...

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away

Talking to the moon - Bruno Mars
Juro que, si esta es la forma en que continuará el año, acabaré siendo todo eso que una de nosotras es y que no queremos ser.
Hace tiempo había alguien que solía decirnos que no debíamos hacer cosas buenas que parecieran malas porque todos siempre esperarían hallar lo malo en ellas.
Últimamente reconozco todo lo cierto que era ello y le extraño. 
Últimamente entiendo que no importa cuan buena sea tu intención, algunas cosas simplemente acaban yéndose al traste.
Ahora entiendo por qué no soy literal con todos. Si lo fuera, estaría casi sola.
Prefiero mantener algunas cosas como son, perder a la gente duele, más si es por algo que no hiciste realmente.
Váyanse, si eso quieren, yo sigo aquí, tristemente, y seguiré.

¡Santos cielos, no me tomes al pie de la letra!

Luego no preguntes por qué prefiero no hablar, si siempre me tomas tan literal que me aterra siquiera inventar historias.

Nada, nunca, es tan literal como lo escribo y no pienso realmente todo lo que digo. Pero qué rayos, si no eres capaz de entender eso.

No pienses que soy literal ni que soy lo que escribo o que escribo todo lo que soy, así fue que obtuviste un strike one.